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 這裡又乾掉了
                                                                               
 我來貢獻文章!!
                                                                               
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 剛看了系排版
                                                                               
 發現隊聚定在12/28星期四
                                                                               
 剛好社團要開會>"<
                                                                               
 一定要擇其一QQ
                                                                               
 兩邊都不想放棄
                                                                               
 不過我想我會選擇社團吧
                                                                               
 這裡面包含了心情的因素
                                                                               
 跟我當初想跑社團的心情有關
                                                                               
-------------------------又開始發牢騷了的分隔線---------------------------
                                                                               
 二下之所以會想跑社團跟系學會有很大的關係
                                                                               
 怎麼說呢??
                                                                               
 我一直覺得既然要接下一個組織就應該要認真看待
                                                                               
 可是現實中好像不是這樣的
                                                                               
 大部分時間都是敷衍了事
                                                                               
 看了就煩
                                                                               
 外加一堆只會動嘴巴的人(這是我上大學以來對大學生最失望的= =)
                                                                               
 可又不能當作沒這回事
                                                                               
 心裡總是有一根刺在那裡!!!
                                                                               
 怎樣都不是~~
                                                                               
 與其為了其他人做事
                                                                               
 不如自己為自己著想
                                                                               
 多花一點時間在自己身上
                                                                               
 縱使如何的忙碌
                                                                               
 也是我自己心甘情願的
                                                                               
 也不會有批評的聲音如海浪般不停的湧上來!!
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
 系隊也是如此
                                                                               
 雖然排球一直是我最喜歡的運動
                                                                               
 但她也帶給我一些不好的回憶(國中)
                                                                               
 後來上高中後學會快樂的打球之後
                                                                               
 一直到現在都沒有間斷過
                                                                               
 可是
                                                                               
 有時候打球的時候都還要考慮有關比賽的事情
                                                                               
 就像是我其實想練攻擊
                                                                               
 剛開始因為學長的一句話:你比較穩!
                                                                               
 就要學著練舉球!!
                                                                               
 不是說我覺得舉球不好
                                                                               
 而是我的高手真的不行
                                                                               
 我一直都沒辦法練的很穩
                                                                                   
 攻擊我還可以依之前學長們的建議去摸索
                                                                               
 可是舉球真的很難
                                                                               
 而且我好像沒資格任性!!
                                                                               
 好像是我想贏球我就要想辦法找出如何練習才能進步
                                                                               
 有些事好像都是我搶著做
                                                                               
 但若我不做~我想不到會有誰會做
                                                                               
 我也許給人很熱血的感覺
                                                                               
 我也真的有滿腔的熱血
                                                                               
 可得不到回應我也會累
                                                                               
 也會冷掉的!!!
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
 我很想問為什麼
                                                                               
 為什麼我要改練舉球
                                                                               
 為什麼我要負責帶氣氛
                                                                               
 為什麼別人打不好我還要安慰
                                                                               
 為什麼球噴了一定要我追
                                                                               
 為什麼一傳沒到位我一定要跑去追
                                                                               
 為什麼別人可以站著看球落地我就不行
                                                                               
 為什麼一場比賽我跑的比別人多
                                                                               
 但為什麼我得到的回應永遠就是這樣
                                                                               
                                                                               
 這些為什麼到我加入社團以後又更明顯了
                                                                                
                                                                                      
 雖然跆拳道是個人的比賽
                                                                               
 但場邊的人用最熱血的加油聲為場上的人加油
                                                                               
 當我第一次聽到這些加油聲的時候
                                                                               
 我眼淚差點流出來
                                                                               
 真的很感動
                                                                               
 但反觀我最喜歡的運動
                                                                               
 雖然是團體運動
                                                                               
 但我的感覺是孤軍奮鬥!!!!!!
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
 沒錯~~
                                                                               
 這種情形是有改善
                                                                                             
 但不是全部
                                                                               
 現在的我連練球都不想了
                                                                               
 很累~真的
                                                                               
 但我會想去社團
                                                                               
 因為氣氛真的很不錯
                                                                               
 也許我也該考慮是否要退出系隊的時候了
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
---------------不爽的分隔線-----------------------------------------
                                                                               
 大物杯對高師大的那一場比賽
                                                                               
 我真的很不爽
                                                                               
 "那一球"不是我不跑
                                                                                                         
 是我真的追不到
                                                                               
 而且我也很熱~~
                                                                               
 我的體力流失絕對不會比大家慢(只會快)
                                                                               
 應該要有人幫我得才對(我只是個喜歡打球的人~不是強者)
                                                                               
 當時沒表現出來是不想破壞氣氛
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